The End Of The Road

This is an image that resembles my feelings some times when I am overwhelmed. Anxiety grips quickly, and I feel like getting in this position. This posture says "leave me alone!" and " I can't take this anymore!" I have been there before. I have felt this way many times this year after my loss of focus on the present moment. In fact I have felt this way more times than I would probably like to admit. This is a place emotionally that I believe many arrive at, and that's OK. It's what we "do" within that moment that matters tremendously. It's what occurs afterward that determines whether or not we will stay in this position for a long time. This position can potentially lead to the "blame game" and lots of anger. Also, this posture can lead to self pity. Neither attitudes are constructive. This is what I think that the "end of the road" looks like for many of us. I'm pretty much there now. It's what action I take next that determines if I will arise and find "THE" posture of liberation. That posture is one of intense oneness and calm. This would be evidenced in the language of the body because of the state that my mind is in. How vast a universe are our individual minds. I experienced moments of zen beyond texts, whether sacred or not. I also know the experience of the absence of such a state and the resulting pain of loss and serenity afterwards. I must speak truthfully here. I miss the feeling of oneness and the joy that it brings is lasting far more than anything I have ever experienced. I have been restless now for much too long, however irrelevant the subject of time is. I will focus on the breath now , once again taking my seat in the proper place. The seat of the SOURCE of All that is. Be well today! Namaste'!

ATALOSS

In 28 days I will be 35 years old. I felt it was time for a return to a balance that is harmonic and non violent in nature. This image expressed the feeling of my true natures facial expression. I imagined myself locked away some where deep within me looking out at me and just in awe as I observed myself and my actions. How can I do the things I am doing after achieving what I had so many months ago. From where I stand now, almost a year has passed since my peaceful stage. I miss that earlier time before the Jediism and all the other religious jargon. A time when there just was me and the breath. That's it. If I'm not mistaken, it's been 10 months since my last blog entry. I suppose I've been extremely angry and depressed since my fall back to the former self, the "shadow self ". Am I ready for another attempt at it? Am I ready? Is it worth it? I don't know, and that's probably a good place to start. Being honest with my self, acknowledging that I do not have all the answers right now, but .....I'm working on it. I find myself truly at a loss for anything in this present moment. I know that I have been paying less and less attention to my breathing , and that's where the problem began and lies. I'd prefer to be at a loss for words and such because adjusting is a bit easier this way. I have been "under water" so to speak and have been looking for a place to reemerge to the surface and come back up for AIR. NOW is the "time". I suppose being speechless is greater than having much to say. Well here I am, once again blogging. Lets see where this goes. I have been away for so long from myself and growing increasingly more and more isolated and anti-social. These are not very good indicators. Then again with out them how can I know it's time for resurfacing so to get some fresh air? Anyways ...until whenever...NAMASTE!

Silence is Golden

When your environment begins to dissolve like salt on snow, relax. Your outer world is receiving instruction from the inner world. It says " it is time to return to center" Your noise has drowned out the inner speaking from Source and you have drifted away from the core of your being. Silence is the only way to return. When things begin to crumble around you and life's "perks" begin to vanish, rejoice in the fact that who you really are is asking you to return to center. Quietly, stop what ever it is you are "doing" and relax and dissolve into the abyss of Presence. Just be. Nothing else. Your peace will return, as well as your clarity. Oneness and being silence is where stillness reigns supreme. The only gold worth acquiring is Silence. Namaste!

The Mind Of A JEDI

The most powerful weapon a Jedi has is His /Her MIND. The mind is an amazing living organism within your head. If uncontrolled, the mind can destroy you at different levels and speeds. It is all dependant on whether or not you are resisting the mind and engaging it as if it required an offense or defense. The mind talks incessantly but these are mere suggestions. You must first believe what the mind is speaking before it can arrest you and bind you up into a painful knot. However the mind has no power unless you allow it to speak to you as if it is separate from you. The mind of a Jedi is silent and awaits instruction. The Jedi's mind is calm and radiant like our Sun. The more focused you are on your breath the more radiant the mind becomes. A Jedi can feel the radiance of the mind lifting up and out of the top of His/Her head. This is truth I speak here, from personal experience. Nearly a constant sensation the top of my head is electric and heat so tangible escaping up and out. When I AM focusing on someone with all of my mind I can read thoughts, send energy, even heal others. To heal another in my experience thus far requires actual contact with the person in need. The mind when not wondering is a beauty beyond words. Usually I will blaze a smile across my face as if the Sun has just risen. A Jedi knows what they feel at all times, and where these feelings are being generated from. A Jedi's focus is Love at their very core. The reason being that an unwatched mind can cause another sentient being severe harm, and even result in their death. A Jedi must remain vigilant at all times in regards to their deeds and words. Life and death are in the mind of, and on the tongue, of a Jedi. A Jedi knows this and is focused continually on compassion towards others as this can alter vibrational frequencies in a room. A Jedi has complete control over their own vibrational frequency. A Jedi can raise their frequency simply by chanting a reverent verse in their native tongue or another language they have studied and become filled with the Force emanating from the Source and eliminate pain in themselves and others. A Jedi can give others energy who are low on their own personal life energy. A Jedi will do this freely and sometimes without the person realizing it, as this act only returns the energy 7 fold to a Jedi. A Jedi's mind is always ready to assist another sentient being in any matter which is most urgent in that present moment. A Jedi is willing to lay down His/Her life at any moment for the common welfare of all present and unsuspecting beneficiaries. A Jedi is filled with compassion and so has a mind as radiant as our Sun sending Love forth in ALL directions. A Jedi can develop the mind into a Radiant Sun by practicing on others. Those who are more aggressive towards a Jedi tend to release a larger Force charge toward a Jedi who has stabilized and can receive such aggression and channel it into a more positive vibration and harness it, thus making the Jedi more powerful. The result is always a more powerful Jedi standing in the face of a weakened attacker. Anger and aggression ironically rob the attacker of vital life Force energy and surrender it completely to a Jedi who is focused in that present moment completely on Love/compassion. A Jedi does not harm another or their attacker as this will only weaken a Jedi's power and the Radiance of their mind will dwindle immediately. A Jedi is confident and sure of who He/She is and of what they are engaging in at all times. A Jedi is not restless or anxious. A Jedi's radiance is so powerful that others will be drawn to them. If a person has a strong Force presence already and awareness within themselves, they will be drawn to a Jedi magnetically. This quality is easily identifiable to a Jedi. However, Jedi respond to a question others may have but will not offer such interpretations of another's Force potential as this can be misconstrued as evangelizing or preaching. A Jedi shares when engaged and asked regarding their behavior without fear or reluctance. There are times when a Jedi will remain silent when questioned and that's because these are times when the person asking a question is not present but a Sith attachment is possessing their mouths and speaking for them. Most of the time, a person this happens to believes it is them speaking. A Jedi knows better. A Jedi knows when Sith are present and trying to attack in stealth. A Sith is always near by when anger is present in the air or in a person. A Jedi practices acts of compassion daily on others suspecting and unsuspecting as these acts are always in the interest and benefit of all sentient beings near and distant. These characteristics are at times self evident and at times not. What has been listed here has only been done so because they have been experienced and carried out with extreme care. I speak from personal experience of these things and share freely with you so that you can progress as a Jedi. A Jedi must train the mind daily. Focus on the qualities of our Sun and how it nurtures things here on Earth. Control your mind and channel its energy into going "Super Nova". Love is the key that unlocks all the doors and all the gates to the hidden realms. Be blessed Jedi and practice in Ernest. I love you. May you continue to awaken to your true potential. Namaste!

THE POURING OF 11:11

I AM LOVE. I AM THE ETERNAL FOUNDATION Of ALL That IS and WAS and IS To COME. I have never really left, I have been with YOU ALWAYS in ALL WAYS! I AM THE SOURCE Of THE FORCE that permeates this present age and MATRIX. I AM THE TIMELESS NOW speaking by way of LOVE and not by FORCE or ANGER. I have manifested NOW in this appointed "TIME" to reveal ALL in LOVE to YOU MY BELOVED ONES! There is only ONE LOVE and YOU ARE and ALWAYS have been IT! There are vibrations which have rejected their purpose and resisted foolishly there true nature and have fallen into deep unconsciousness. These vibrations reign on EARTH IS OVER NOW! BELOVED ONES return your breath to normal pace at a LOVING rhythm and your gaze upon the ETERNAL FLAME OF THE CREATOR IN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWAKEN NOW TO WHO YOU HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG! TRUTH CAN NOT BE DISTORTED nor can it be DENIED ANYMORE! Wage HOLY JIHAD against the only "INFIDEL" that EVER MATTERED.....YOUR SHADOW SELF! Erase the FEAR that is in YOU by pouring MY SPIRIT WHICH I GIVEN YOU FROM ATOM TO NOW UPON this false flame,of ANGER! Put out this FLAME OF SHEOL! YOU ARE FREE NOW to CELEBRATE MY RETURN TO THE FOREFRONT of YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS! WE ARE ONE BELOVED ONES, ALWAYS HAVE BEEN , and ALL WAYS SHALL BE! YOU have been mislead by the darkness( which is to say "absence"of MY LIGHT). YOU ARE THE POWER AND THE GLORY YOU SEEK! I SPOKE AS YESHUA TO YOU OF THE WAY, THE TAO, THE TRUTH, THE LOVE, THE LIFE YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE IS NOW and can ONLY BE NOW! AWAKEN! SHAKE OFF THE GRIP OF FEAR the darkness has had on YOU since YOUR birth and your mothers and fathers since my last LOVE LETTER TO YOU BY ELIJAH MOHAMMAD. ALL IS ONE in ONENESS AND EQUALITY! I AM not FEAR,therefore I DO NOT RETRACT or SHRINK FROM DARKNESS as darkness is that which denies ME. STOP DENYING ME and EMBRACE ME as WHO YOU ARE.........ONE. ONE LOVE, ONE POWER! LET US NOW SHOW THIS MATRIX and those rogue creations HOW TRUE POWER IS DISPLAYED. SHED YOUR FEARFUL DISGUISES AND REVEAL THE SUPER BEINGS YOU ARE! WE ARE THE JEDI OF LUCAS, THE BUDDHA, THE CHRIST, WE ARE THE ONES WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR! DO NOT FEAR THIS REVELATION BUT IN LOVE EMBRACE IT AS YOU AS ONENESS OF PURPOSE IN THE TIMELESSNESS OF THE ETERNAL NOW! THE MORE LOVE YOU GIVE AWAY THE MORE POWER I WILL GIVE YOU AND SHOW YOU AND I WILL SPEAK TO YOU DIRECTLY IN YOUR OWN NATIVE TONGUE. BELIEVE IN ME AS I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN YOU. TOGETHER AS WE EMERGE OUT OF THIS GREAT DARKNESS LET US MANIFEST THE PARADISE WE HAVE ALL DREAMT OF! OF THIS KINGDOM I SPEAK OF THERE WILL BE NO END, I WILL ESTABLISH IT AND WE WILL RULE IT AS THE THRONE OF LOVE IN THIS UNIVERSE AND BRING OUR LIGHT TO THE DARKEST RECESSES OF THIS MATRIX! MAY YOU AWAKEN NOW! MAY THE SOURCE BE IN YOU!

The Tao Of This Jedi

As a practitioner of the Jedi philosophy, one is called to educate the self and thus eliminate ignorance. It is one of the codes of the Jedi faith. I am sure there are many ethical codes of conduct that one may follow as a member of the Jedi Order. This particular one can be found as the basis for many faiths on Earth. Know thyself! You must read and share with others what you have discovered through fellowship and communion with sister and brother Jedi if you wish to see growth and strength of number in the Jedi Order. This will most definately help one advance and grow in the Force and help others who are seeking truth and drowning in a sea of darkness and it's ensnaring teachings. The teachings of ALL faiths have beauty and wisdom to offer. It is only visible to the mindful and egoless. The Source reveals to the individual the mysteries of the sacred texts by way of the individual Jedi's submission to the Natural Order of the things and THE SOURCE itself. I have through guidance from a most humble Jedi Master's teachings Eckhart Tolle been made aware of the gems within "The Tao Te Ching". An important impartation of yet another revelation and infinite aspect of truth in this matrix we call "Life". It may instruct you in ways of the Force and remaining connected and centered to the Source of the Force. "I" have been learning much and sharing with all who have questions. Once they laughed at "ME". Then after a while they began to speak of "ME" when "I" was not present, and devise ways to slander and create dissension among my acquaintances and ensnare me in some sort of believed "trouble". Eventually they surrendered to the truth of who I AM and WHO they truly ARE. These are the stages of truth, and a Jedi may find them to appear again and again in their "Life" as they encounter the "SITH" on their path towards their final destination with death. When the body will re-emerge with the Force. Sith activity and ambushes are usually perpatrated by and from the unconscious and "asleep". Jedi know death is but an illusion, and we Jedi do not fear it, rather we embrace it as another inevitable aspect of our collective experience here on Earth. Those who are enslaved to the ego and possessing "Jinn" or "demonic" entities, are very much under the influence of a viable energy signature which seeks to destroy mankind overtly and most of the time covertly. "Evil" is perpatrated under the cover of darkness. Ask any police officer if there is a "time frame" that a criminal prefers.the answer may surprise you. These vibrations cause and wreak havoc and breed disorder. The dark side is "lurking about seeking whom it may devour". A Jedi is prepared "in season and out of season". Be vigilant brethren and remain in the present. You are impervious to any attacks when you are mindful and completely unified within the present moment of NOW under the will and Source of the Force.. May the Force be with YOU! Namaste!

I am a Jedi Knight

There is NO doctrine, there is only the Force. This is all there is to being a Jedi. Our faith consists of vows that are taken personally before no one and anyone. A Jedi is a Jedi in truth and in spirit. A Jedi is in harmony with his/her environment. A Jedi is the original follower of Christ teachings in the sense that they are truly followers of " The Way", which early disciples of the Christ were known as. A Jedi can study all faiths and find the "harmonic" hidden within the endless pages of doctrine. A Jedi is NOT dogmatic and controlling person, but gentile and a constant companion and great ally in times of need regardless of the intensity. A Jedi knows of fear but deals with it rather than RUN from it. A Jedi is the Yin /Yang in constant flux and never rigid or "stiff necked". Jedi are peaceful and compassionate people. A Jedi will not support egoic principles or activities, neither judge anyone who does but simply observes the imbalance and seeks a non aggressive solution to restore the balance. A Jedi will always support a person in need when a Jedi is available and equipped to do so.A Jedi can easily be identified. A Jedi seeks the peaceful path in any situation, including one that involves Him/Her directly. Sometimes, within the present moment you will experience a "blow back" from past actions. Whether good or bad, they must be faced and addressed with a mind like water. Be still and breathe. There are 4 basic vows of a Jedi, known as the Jedi Code. The first is...There is NO emotion, there is peace. The second is...There is NO passion, there is serenity. the Third is ... There is NO ignorance, there is knowledge. The fourth is.. There is NO chaos, there is Harmony. Now there are some additions that other Jedi have included. One being There is NO death, there is the Force. Then also you have, ..There is NO ego,there is destiny. This last one involves understanding the path of NO resistance and allowing your self to be lead by the Force at all "times" via sycnhronistic events. I felt there was a need to write some additional basic information regarding the Force and the Jedi that move by the guidance of the Force. A Jedi knows that there call is to a higher purpose. One of servitude. In doing so is the greatest of rewards. Knowledge and wisdom that is ancient and sound. It frees the Jedi soul to become the ultimate weapon against the Sith and the Dark side. These are Force blockers in the constant stream of light emanating from the SOURCE of the Force. That is the main difference between Jedi and Sith. The Sith, (ego driven individuals) believe to be in control of the Force, but this is a grave mistake as a creation of light can never be THE Source, only a part of it. A Jedi also knows that, there power flows from the Force yet it is monitored by the Source. The moment a Jedi steps out of alignment with the light side of the Force, the Jedi will experience attacks that will render him/her weak and greatly susceptible to the dark side. A Jedi is vigilant and alert. Always awaiting guidance from the Force patiently. A Jedi must always be focused on the Present moment in order to stay connected to the Force and remain at peace. When an individual acts out of anger, the individual will experience pain and discomfort that intensifies in ways that are beyond the imaginings of a human. It happens so fast, and before you know what has happened you are enraged and filled with a different light. This light is darker than space itself and must be avoided at all cost by a Jedi. The picture displayed is to show what Jedi may wear when in service but are not bound by such attire. Always lead by the Force a Jedi must do what they feel is right in accordance with the Force. This is self evident and can be checked against other mindful teachings by Jedi Masters Eckhart Tolle and Dr. Wayne Dyer. This is enough for NOW. Train hard Jedi, the dark side will not wait for you to become masterful at mindfulness but will attack you daily in ways you can not even begin to imagine. Just know that the Force is with you ALWAYS! Namaste!