Last Nights Engagements In The Ether

Last night, I dreamt. I was arrested. This dream was extremely meticulous in detail and was very vivid. Apparently I was under the influence of alcohol and had assaulted a police officer. This was verified by my older brother by three years in a visit to his home. In my drunken stupor I managed to visit with my brother and tell him this in that state. He said that I was "out of it". I remember wearing a full orange jump suit, the kind that's issued to inmates in jail, the handcuffs were the to interlocked cuffs that they use now. What was interesting was that at one point the cuffs were not closed correctly and I was contemplating running away from the law. However, In the dream I reasoned that there would be nowhere to go without having to run for the rest of my natural life. I also was very emphatic in insisting that I had zero recollection of the said assault on this never to be seen officer. I was deeply disturbed in this dream as it appeared to be occurring in real time, almost bordering on the "prophetic". At one point in the dream I was asking others in the neighborhood about the knowledge regarding such an offense and whether or not if they knew what penalty would be applied. Thinking about it now, I know that that answer would be dependent on the amount of damage inflicted on the officer and how he would retaliate with me and pressing charges or perhaps the city, since after all he is a civil servant. Any how, the dream was very real and vivid. I can't stress that enough. I remember asking this young black kid in the neighborhood if he knew what kind of sentence would this act produce. So you have an alcoholic state and an attack on a police officer and it being done by me. Getting arrested for it and sensing the loss of freedom being very real when contemplating the amount of future time I would be allowed with my two girls and their mother. It was very real and sad. I awoke feeling extremely relieved by the fact that it was just a night vision. I also felt gratitude for the dream presenting such a real scenario. In appreciation, I will not be (just being safe here) going out anytime soon to drink or at home either. I believe that nothing is by chance and that the possibility that on some higher plain of existence, that "ME" is attempting contact with my mind and could be alerting my attention to this very probable future. So avoid situations with smarter decisions to prevent such a serious predicament. I wonder how much danger has been averted by paying attention to your dreams? Well, I just wanted to share this dream with you all.

"So Many Prophets Too Few Certainties"

Hello to all! Welcome back! It is currently 81 degrees and sunny. Beautiful weather here in Orlando Florida. So, last night was the live coverage of the Penn Primary. I watched some of it. I thought that there is a Martin Luther King Jr. style of speech to Obama. He is a powerful voice in light of our current administrations commander in chief. A very serious and sincerity to his voice. He said things that I agreed with. I should say that since the last ordeal in Florida regarding the voting process I have lost "faith' in this process over all. Are the races fixed? I can not say for sure. I sense that these elections are rigged some how, but lack the evidence to support it. However there does seem to be some glaring "coincidences" regarding Bush vs Al Gore's election in 2000. See Michael Moore's "Fahrenheit 911" for more on this. Although his work has come under fire. Pretty much all things across the board have come under fire lately. Politics, the U.S. as a world power, the Olympics in China, etc. There is a lot of talking and thinking and suggesting and so forth. Yet I watch. There are those under the banner of "Prophecy" claiming to know or have foreknowledge of the end results to much that is going on down here on earth. The future, however is hypothetically speaking impossible to predict with absolute certainty. Why? There are infinite decisions to be made by over 6.66 billion on this planet collectively to support one individuals claims. This is astronomical. All have been unsuccessful in being 100% on target. Right now the future exists in our heads, infinite roads before each person on earth. Each of us helping to create this "future". The present can be viewed in many ways from many different points of view, hence this blog. You know what? I thought about what I would want as a current time table to 2012 scenario, and I am uncertain about it . Are you? There is a part of me that would like to see real change without global cataclysms and another that feels this is for our good so we will be driven to succeed due to our will to survive, and we would most definitely appreciate it more when that which we create collectively comes. Either way we will see. Well that is all for now , it's time to go to work. "Jason"

"The Reverent Ones"

Hello to all. Welcome back. Thank you for returning. It is currently 2:50pm eastern standard time here in sunny Orlando Florida. It is absolutely beautiful outside. If only the media's reports reflected such a sight as we have here in Florida. The sunset will be a stunner this evening, no doubt about it. I moved here in 2000 from Oahu, Hawaii. It was a time in ,my life that will forever be embedded in my memory. Yes, there are times I wonder where, on an alternate timeline, would I be or be doing had I stayed there. It's human to contemplate such things. In other words, it's O.K.! I certainly appreciated the people of the Oahu island. They were in awe of the beauty of the sun, and when it would begin its sensual dance towards the horizon, melting away like butter, they would stand and watch in reverence of it's shear power to hypnotize any living thing in it's glorious path. Once the sun would completely disappear, the natives would clap in honor of the days blessed rays, lighting the tiki torches along the beach in waikiki, and I was brought to tears by such reverence. I soon learned of these hidden gems of the lifestyle there in Oahu, and myself began to appreciate the importance of our sun. I would soon be standing along side my new friends there and clap with them in honor of our most precious star. These days the memories like the setting sun fade in to the recesses of my mind and become less impactful on my present day to day activities. Sometimes, I would cry here in the initial years of living in Florida as a stranded alien who could not return to their former home. I was saddened by the absence of the reverent people of Hawaii. the vibe there was one that should be experienced first hand. I climbed mountains and sat among the clouds and meditated and felt the winds of this great Earth brush my face, like some unseen artist creating me anew moment to moment. I was 26 then. I am 33 now. I am heart broken over who I have become since then. Many years have passed and that would be shelved away as my "Golden Era". A transformation that lasted for a while here in the first 6 months, but gradually faded with time. I want you all to know that I ache daily to be as free as I felt running through those lush forests, and times where I stood and watched the mountain I was on, slip away into the pacific ocean like some Hallmark film. I wanted to share this memory with YOU. I hope it made YOU smile, even if for a brief moment in time. Never forget the moments in life that you were most human. It is the memories which I believe will sustain us in the difficult times ahead of us. Be well today. Breathe. "JASON"

Hello My Name IS.......

This blog has no expectations. It can not for obvious reasons. It's authors purpose for this blog is to establish a reference point,in which the author may or may not have the ability to interface with other bloggers globally. Whether or not this occurs is irrelevant. The information on this sight will be one of research in many different fields of study, as well as personal reports on multiple levels of the authors consciousness. Daily thoughts and experiences along with "dream" journaling will be readily available here. Again this blog is one of many. There is no reason to accept what the author is saying is related to you or anyone else whether it appears familiar or not or closely resembles someone or something or some group, etc. This blog is not for "lashing out" at someone etc. It is a "window" into the mind of one person out of 6.66 billion people also sharing this planet with the author. Perhaps this blog will assist someone somehow in someway. All is speculative and relative to the writer/author and viewer. You reading this are immediately entered into a virtual space created for an intellectual dance. Author and viewer may at some point agree and see "eye to eye" and at other times may not. However the author will make every attempt to remain neutral. Should "things' get "out of hand" at some future point in time than simply log off and return when feeling refreshed. The author will do the same respectfully and politely excuse himself. If an offense occurs throughout the creation and "weaving" of this "verbal quilt", the author will apologize for the offense immediately. The key is to harmonize to interface to grow and learn. Please understand that "religion" and "politics'' are considered "hot buttons" and the author will tread cautiously and tactfully when possible and when not simply disengage the topic or subject matter entirely. Feel free to come to know the author on a even level with you as we are all humans seeking the collision of "our" molecules to create new designs on many levels. Looking forward to the"Dance". Sincerely the Author.