So What Now?

Once again...I awoke this morning like every other morning before it. Sleep was ok. I dreamt of nothing memorable. It's been a while since I've had a powerful or important night journey. I am at a great loss of words. I am not sure what has caused this vacuum, but it is becoming more and more noticeable. I am still working and happily employed. I have a roof over me and my families head and there is food in the refrigerator for us all. For this I am very grateful! I have noticed that I have become way more aware and appreciative of all that I have and receive. I consider it gifts, and I'm truly grateful. I am content in this moment regarding physical things but feel a deep hole were that which can be only explained in spiritual terms extremely lacking. This for me is a very dangerous place to be. Stagnation eventually deteriorates the person standing idle. It is a slump and all experience it at one point or another. I still have hope, and that is all that is required to exist.