Dissolving In The NOW

I was given the name "Jason" on July 28th 1974, wedensday night at 10:58pm in a Brooklyn New York's Long Island College Hospital. This was my point of entry. Labeled, tagged prepared for earthly existence by beings who were sleeping yet attempting to awaken to life's purpose for their existence through faith in Jesus. As you can imagine, life was difficult. To be raised to live to the standards of another human being and the interpretation of his actions by beings who were also asleep and not truly awakened, was disruptive, and mentally damaging to the human vessel I am currently occupying. I have always been At odds with my father and family when it came to faith and religion. Out right wars of ragging words and emotions over Christianity and the current and eventual eternal state of my "soul". It has not gotten any easier. My father is now a minister in training and sees the world through the "Bible Filter". The authors of this book insured it would be around for a long time by threatening any who opened its pages with a "hell" and calmed them with a "hope" for an eternal stay with "Jesus" in"heaven". Religion has been, in my view, the single most aggressive force known to mankind in suppression of the truth of existence. So many have died in the name of one "God" or another. However, despite my upbringing, I managed to discover the truth eventually by looking up. Yes, I looked up. One night, long ago, I had a moment of clarity in the present. I became aware of the magnificence and beauty of the night sky. In total awe and humility, I said "There is no way we have figure this existence out". I felt so small in such a vast place as the universe. I thought to myself how funny that humans had the audacity to persuade or tell another what they aught to believe. Sometimes by force, which in itself is an oxymoron. Such violence proves the lack of inner wisdom required to evolve spiritually. The present moment holds all the answers, all the keys to unlock all the doors in this "MATRIX" and all other MATRIX's. Looking to a past example of some persons actions is looking to the past. To do so, is to exit the "present" and "time travel" to a particular space, frozen in time. Either forward or backward, they are traps. The moment you do this, the "Prison Warden" arrives to give you a tour. That "Prison Warden" is your "Shadow-self", aka: The"EGO". So to end suffering, eliminate training in the art of exponential ignorance, letting go, simply disengage your mind by arresting your awareness and engaging the "breath". Dissolve into the present moment and "SEE" for yourself. You can only "Liberate YOU!" No one else can do this for you. You are responsible for your level of awareness. Now dis identify with the "shadow-self". Your life truly begins NOW! Be Well today! Be Whole! NAMASTE!